Night Story #1

[11/08/2017]


Aku pernah bilang
Kalau semua akan baik-baik saja
Tentang kamu yang menjadikanku rumah
Setelah lelah mencari hati
Sakit lagi lalu kembali

Aku pernah bilang
Bahwa aku menyukaimu sesuka itu
Tak peduli ditinggal berapa kali
Hanya untuk persinggahan tak berarti

Aku pernah berfikir
Bukankah cinta memang seperti ini?
Rela disakiti demi hati
Hati yang tak pernah sedikitpun dia pahami

Sampai terus berfikirku
Tentang perasaan diri sendiri
Lalu terhanyut pada sebuah kalimat
Siapa yang akan peduli tentangku?
Kalau bukan aku
Siapa yang akan menggenggam tangan kananku?
Kalau bukan tangan kiriku
Siapa yang rela menegakkan aku?
Kalau bukan aku yang mengangkat kepalaku

Ternyata pada akhirnyapun
Aku memang harus mencintai diriku selalu
Dengan atau tanpamu.

P E O P L E #2

[19/07/2017]

You said that I’m too rough

You said that I’m too hard

You said that I’m too noise

For you

A person that you think yourself is soft

A person that you think yourself is kind

A person that you think yourself is calm

Ouh

How could u said that things to me?

You don’t even know me

You don’t even know myself

If I were you

I wont say that things

Even it was a nice thing

Because I don’t know you too anyway

P E O P L E #1

[31/07/2017]

I saw people talked about me today

Not in my back

They said it right in front of me

They said anything without understand my feelings

They said that I’m rough

They said that I’m bad mouth

They said that I can’t think clearly and just say anything without thinking each other feelings

Yes they said it

Without realizing what they said was hurt me well

It was hurt me too

But they did’nt care

Yes people didn’t care about me

They just care about theirself. Yes I know.